Holding On... To A Voice

You see my anxious heart
You see what I am feeling
And when I fall apart
You are there to hold meHow great Your love for me
Now I see what You're thinking
You say I'm beautifulYour voice is my healing
Without You I just can't get by
So I'm

Hanging on to every word You speak
'Cause it's all that I need
Hanging on to every word You say
To light up my way
Even every little whisper I'm
Hanging on as if it were my lifeI'm hanging on

I've stumbled
I've been beaten down, bruised and broken
I've been called names and told things that are just used to make me feel less like a human and more like an object
My heart hasn't felt whole or soft since I can remember
I may be weak and human but these things I know are true...

God says I am beautiful
He loves me for all of my flaws and faults
He has been waiting for this day.. when I realize there is SO much more to this life than being used
He has never left me and never will
I left Him and when I realized there was no where to go but UP, He was there with arms wide open... welcoming home HIS child

I am Hanging On to EVERY word. I know I'm not the strongest and the Devil will use all he has to bring me back under and drown me in my sorrows and faults, God will always reach down and bring me back up when I turn to Him for guidance and realize that My way IS NOT the right way.

I.Surrender.